Sunday, October 14, 2012

Stress? Confused? Afraid?...

Hey guys . Recently , i got back my papers... Really scary that even after a week , i am still feeling very worried. Worrying about if i will retain.. I have a very high chance to retain as i only pass my english currently and the criteria to get promoted up to secondary 4 is to pass english and 2 other subject or 4 other subject if you fail english. Worrying and feeling afraid have made me able to cry whenever i think about it...

Well , i got english at border line , chinese failing by 3 marks , the rest are 30+ or even 20+... I NEVER  thought that i would get such a low marks as i really had confident that i would pass my chinese , biology and geography. But i dint. i failed horribly... Really hope that i can be promoted . But... one of my teacher made me have extreme worries and extreme worry by asking my my marks and saying " are u prepared for retaining ?" Of cause i would say NO! but after that he said " Better be prepared" with the very serious look... What should i do now... other than feeling afraid which i really don't like the feeling but i just cant control it. Exams are over , nothing else i can do.

Yup, so yesterday , i went to kbox . Singing and laughing . i ordered this really special drink which i thought it was special called " berry sweetheart" When it came , it look so nice , so beautiful colour. Thinking it should be nice. So i took a photo of it before i drank and it was beyond nice! Its totally awesome! next time i am going to order this everytime i go! :D

Yea the drink i ordered"berry sweetheart"

okay! Just gonna end this post for now . Good luck for your exams and result  :) today's quote is :When you judge me without knowing me, you do not define me, you define yourself


Tuesday, October 9, 2012

I'm back! :D

Hey! Its been long since i blog! Sorry about it as i was busy studying , having my exams and yes , it is OVER! I can never i have finish my secondary 3 life! Omg? i finished it?! How did i even... O_O ! Time is running so fast! As for my Exams , i think i did my Extreme best in the first few paper but.. as for the last 3 paper which is my math , chem and art , i SCREWED IT! My math is horrrible! Chem too and art , at least screwed half of my art! Well , but what can i do now , worrying is of no use at all cause we cant change anything so now i am waiting for my results to get my statement! Just kidding ! but yes , i am getting my results to see if i can go sec 4 or retain! Hopefully i don't retain! :D

During 8-9 oct , i am having my marking days so i don't need to go to school! I went for a movie called "THE POSSESSION " a so called horror movie. IT was really trilling and nice but somehow beside us there is this 2 guys who is around 17-18 at age? Was scared and covered their WHOLE FACE  throughout a little of screaming this and that and of cause the part where the ghost/spirit came out. Its meant to be a scary show but me and my friend seems to be laughing at them ahahaha! However , there were some ruin-er who actually make funny sound when the movie started ! Really is very irritating. But Still a awesome movie hahas!
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Holidays are coming soon! A little bit of  Planning which i am going to legoland malaysia soon! :D Excited! But imma will be going on cruise even before holiday starts! -skip school- ahahahha <<< ! Really is feeling very excited! :D wonder how is it! :DD

Hahas! i just write till here hope u enjoyed my post :D Today's quote is :Believe in yourself, and the rest will fall into place. Have faith in your own abilities, work hard, and there is nothing you cannot accomplish.