2013 coming to an end...Shall think back before letting it go...

31 December 2013.. today.. marks the end of  2013... So Fast.. remember when i was sec 1 , i went with my brother to my school to get my school books.. And today.. i ended my secondary school life... Within a blink of my eyes...So heres my story for 2013! :) HERE I GOOOOOOOOO!

I entered 2013 being secondary 4... I knew things were gonna be hard as 'N' levels were "finally" my turn. I knew i had to study hard. i knew i had to get a good score , get myself proud. And yes i mean MYSELF and not anybody.

The school term started with not what i wanted. i got the worst teacher which i thought was the worst. i got myself a biology teacher which i cant understand.. i got myself a math teacher who simply discourages us.. i was pretty upset as both of this subject was always my worst... I accepted the fact very soon...

As things started to get more serious and of coz , n level is nearing ... i started to see changes within people.. People who once use to be the most mischievous actually started getting very serious. You see what i mean , they are always the "most" and the "very". Same , i accepted the fact very soon...

For me , things got worst... Study were hard but i am trying my best... i got myself into tuition. I got a tutor who is fine to me and really helped alot... But well.. finance was a problem.. But yet my dad never fails to allow me to continue tuition. Thanks dad! <3.

Soon, i took my o level chinese.. And also soon , it was june , i got my result. I got B4. Not what i wanted but near. Still i wasent satisfied. I wanted B3. I got a chance to retake but i got myself into a dilimia. Should i? or should i not? is it gonna be possible.. can i cope with studies? In the end , i was forced into a situation which i have to decided immediately. i decided not to. I just had to be satisfied with life and believe that i've done my best. And so i accepted the fact again and continued with life...

Friends... I have many friends but those who are close to me are less... And soon, those who are close to me seems to drift away from me a little.. i was upset.. but of cause i knew i had to buck up. N level was more important to me. And so i made a quote for myself . " Its either for them or for myself, either one". So i accepted that fact again that i have to live for myself. And life goes on...

Very soon , August came. Which means , N level is just in a few weeks time... My school had evening academy started. Means staying in school till 8 to study. I chosed to go. It really helps. Firstly , i get to study silently... Secondly , i get to have help from teachers for FREE! Thirdly.. i get to bond with my friends... My studies improved alot. Alot alot... I was a little more confident of n levels now.

And so N level came very soon... Not even with a blink of my eyes... I took it. i was afraid.. very afraid.. but i knew i had to do it and its now or never. And soon .. i ended it... HOLIDAYS HERE!

However i was worried still.. for my results.. which comes during 19 december... Meanwhile.. I went to work.. Things were not as good as i thought but im fine...

2013 was the worst birthday i had i guess. Things were bad on that day. my dad scolded me and i cried.. Because of some household matters anyway. i get it go n live on...

But just so soon later... 19 december is here. And i took my results... i was not sure to be happy or sad or what . but i told myself , ive done my besst. and afterall its not as bad as i thought! I got myself 15 points and i manage to go wither sec 5 , nitec or higher nitec. i chosed higher nitec!. But i am still waiting for the result on whether i can go to the course i wan :D

So well. Thats it. today is 31 dec 2013. My resolutions for 2014 shall be simple. Live a better life , do everything to the best i can. And hopefully everything goes well... :) and better of coz! :DDD

Alright.. ill end it here. its long enough post. haha! Ok... i shall end with a quoteeeee i made i guess... "Be happy , Be glad. Be contented , dont be greedy and the world will have peace :D " Here , I wish everyone a Happy New year and live goodluck in everything u do! do the best in everything! :D Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Long time...

Its been almost a year i haven posted.. yea .. i was busy.. got my n level going on and now ive got my result.. tomorrow , i will receive the result of whether i got into the course ive chosen , business information system.. hopefully i did.

oh btw.. Merry xmas everyone.. hope u guys had a blast.. i hope so.. haha.. well for me , its always alone.. my quote for xmas every year is simply , lonely xmas , xmas alone.. haha..

Soon, it will a brand new year , 2014.. i hope everything in life will sail smoothly for me as 2013 was a rough one.. one which many new n sudden things happen to me... im tired. 2014 , please give me a great 2014...

Alright.. ill end this post here.. not being sure when will be my next post.. Alright guys.. lastly.. merry xmas , and a happy new year.. bye :)