Merry belated Xmas everyone! :D How is your Christmas this year? Hope all of you have enjoyed! As for me , i stayed at home yest . xD No places and no idea where to go.But well , i went to malaysia a few days ago as my relatives all leave there and a really mini christmas party. BBQ , Gifts exchange and chatting here and there. Really awesome relatives . haha!

Do u know that we are alive? :O We never die!  The mayans said they counted wrongly... change to 2015.. hmm... Lets see! Whether if we die. I shall move to outer space now. It seems more safe there.

2013 is coming .. What are your plans? I think.. i do have alot as it would be a year where i take my N level which is going to determine whether i go to secondary 5 and continue with O level or fail my N level and go to ITE. I still cannot decide whether to do it or not should i continue with my O level... If i were to pass my N level and fail my O level , that means i wasted another year . and NO i am not going to ever think of retaining. Thats how it goes..

2013 is going to be a year where i start losing friends after my N level.. As we will be seperate.. i dare not think about it.. my friends my memories... But before all that , i am going to work hard and strive for N level no matter what.. Getting the best out of best even though its not a very high chance . If i dont dream it , i cant get it. I am going to try my best in all subject.. Becoming thick skin to pester my friends just to understand and whatever i can do to understand! Ha!

This is going to be my last post before 2013 come. Hope all of u enjoyed my blog this year. might to blogging lesser due to studies and some reason... Well the next 2 photo for enjoyment! The watermelon i carve and the home made sushi . These are things i did this 2 days...

                                                          Cute ? HAHA! 

Alright . i am going to end this post here. Good luck and have a great year ahead everyone! Strike for what you want and not wait :) There will be 2 quotes today as the year is coming to an end Here is the 1st quote for today : You’ll never leave where you are until you decide where you want to be.         And the Second quote is :Stop living within the limitations of what people think of you and never look back! :D

2012 Last? Or Second last? :)

Hey guys! How is it going? Christmas is coming and i hope all of you had a great holiday? With many amazing stories ! Hahas! This holiday was a quick one. 2 months? Like 2 week...  But well , i did not go on any trip nor had much fun. All i did was going back to school for band if not stay at home use computer , play with my dog.. hmmm Nothing much. I Want to start with my homework as its my N level art paper... But... No mood , no feel ... andddd just dont feel like doing it. I have 3 more weeks. I gotta start soon....

Yes! Holidays... I spend 1 week of my december in band practices and its intense... ONE WHOLE WEEK. But well .. Was quite fun at times but at the same time horrible moments too. So Should i start with fun or horrible moments? Alright! i shall start with fun moments! The fun moments are when my section tutor was not here and we had sectionals. Epic Sectionals . First we went out , seat on the bench and started practising... After awhile .. I demand for a break . A 5 mins break. So off we went for the break and never came back! Okay we did... We went to have a drink get a candy and went back .. Got no more mood for practising so we went off talking , gossiping , laughing , joking about the tiniest random joke. Laughing as a section like some crazy people as if we escaped from Metal hosp. Laughing about the lizard tail that someone step on , Hairstyle of each other , running around without reason , Going to the water cooler as a section together and went back to our instrument with FAIL. I was not able to climb up the stair as they made me laugh and i couldn't move! And there goes my SL Talking The most random stuff and i cant stop laughing... ALright Alright! Enough of this! Too long! Heres a photo. That Sl bought for himself this mini instrument! No Fair! i want it too!

Now as promised .. For the horrible moments... Most Most Horrible... Was when my section tutor was here... He .. The one i hate alot... From the first day i saw him! i hate him untill now! And now , he is making me hate him even morE! Suckish person! Was shooting me from the start of first lesson. i take it with a smile but the last one was bad ... he scolded me infront of my whole section . insult me , complain about me, everything! Still can joke with me after that! i dont find it funny at all! Dont know me still talking things u dont know about mee and u assume ! Stop assuming! RAWRRRR Ok dont care him!

This year have been a really tough year for me... Every Month Getting Worse .. Really hope that 2013 would be better! Much better .. Plus i also hope my N level will pass . Going on O Levels and Poly! Thats my Dream my goal but keep saying i cant. Must start to say i can i guess! Hahas. All the best for all your studies too hahas

Alright! I Shall end here. If possible i hope i can and have the mood to post 1 last post before 2012 otherwise this will be the last. We Shall see! All the best and Happy holidays! Enjoy your last but not least month of holidays! And today's quote is : If you are lucky enough to find a way of life you love, you have to find the courage to live it.  

Hey!

Hey peeps! i am back after a long long timeeeee ! haha! not very long just near to a month! x) Holidays are here and yes , it gets bored easily and i went for a job. Working and selling Dog's bakery? Sounds fun? Hahas when there is business thn the fun starts! :D

Yes , recently i have also been doing some knitting . Simple once. Have knit some weird weird stuff and should be knitting when i am bored or just out of a sudden? i dunnoe. So yes! here is a photo for u to enjoy

                    This is my first succeeded knitting piece. Its kind of a bracelet? Hope it looks ok?

I am someone who thinks alot. So .. Recently i been thinking too much due to free time alone. Realising myself is actually a person who waits too much for people.. Regardless of anything .. That sure include waiting for my late friend ( not trying to scold u ppl) But sure when i wait , it dont make me angry like some who Scold n nag alot after that . Should i change ? To stop waiting? I always been waiting for someone who can give me advice . Regardless of anything i wait , Thats me....

I haven been feeling good recently as many things happen. My mother. She once again have the intention to give out heihei again. It really breaks my heart when i hear it. I just gotta ignore? Well .. I got this feeling she is using it to threaten me , to scare me. i really hate it. Would she like it if i do the same to her? ... She is trying to say that Because its a dog thats why when it have skin prob we can dont want him. Well its a life too? What if i say in the future that u have sickness so i can throw u away? Is this what you are trying to teach me? And that when a dog is old we can kill it by injecting it to death? Did the dog say he or she wants? So once again are u teaching me that once you are old i can inject u with the same thing without caring about what you think? Seriously.. Think about it.

Another thing was quite ... I dunnoe. Just really some people irritates me. I mean i dont have the thought of saying anything regarding other religion . Just why must you go to the shopping center and find some stranger , persuade them or perhaps forcing? I dunnoe. i said forcing because in the end u said "ok i dont want to force you alr" I am not gonna state what religion as i know its gonna offence many people so yea. Many said [ Becoming "one" will make you go to heaven ] So my question to you is " Comfirm i will go? " AND Do u mean being my current religion wont have a chance to go ? or little chance? . You ask me whether is it because my parents are being superstitious? I am not trying to defence my parents or anything but i got to admit they are quite superstitious . But again , my question to you is " You mean by doing this in a shopping centre you are not being even more superstitious than anyone else?"  This is not the first time i am facing this. Its already my 3-4th time . 1 Time alr wasted my 1 hour... Once again i am not trying to say anything.

Well , i am ending it here . I will try to post more! :D Happy Holiday everyone! Since i haven been posting so long , i shall Give 2 quote today for make up? hahas! So now , the make up quote is : The moment when you’re laughing so hard, no noise comes out, and you sit there clapping like a seal.  (Ps: Thats me) And today's Quote is : Too many girls rush into relationships because of the fear of being single, then start making compromises, and losing their identity. Don’t do that.  (PS: Girls , Dont be that :) ) BYEEEEE

Stress? Confused? Afraid?...

Hey guys . Recently , i got back my papers... Really scary that even after a week , i am still feeling very worried. Worrying about if i will retain.. I have a very high chance to retain as i only pass my english currently and the criteria to get promoted up to secondary 4 is to pass english and 2 other subject or 4 other subject if you fail english. Worrying and feeling afraid have made me able to cry whenever i think about it...

Well , i got english at border line , chinese failing by 3 marks , the rest are 30+ or even 20+... I NEVER  thought that i would get such a low marks as i really had confident that i would pass my chinese , biology and geography. But i dint. i failed horribly... Really hope that i can be promoted . But... one of my teacher made me have extreme worries and extreme worry by asking my my marks and saying " are u prepared for retaining ?" Of cause i would say NO! but after that he said " Better be prepared" with the very serious look... What should i do now... other than feeling afraid which i really don't like the feeling but i just cant control it. Exams are over , nothing else i can do.

Yup, so yesterday , i went to kbox . Singing and laughing . i ordered this really special drink which i thought it was special called " berry sweetheart" When it came , it look so nice , so beautiful colour. Thinking it should be nice. So i took a photo of it before i drank and it was beyond nice! Its totally awesome! next time i am going to order this everytime i go! :D

Yea the drink i ordered"berry sweetheart"

okay! Just gonna end this post for now . Good luck for your exams and result  :) today's quote is :When you judge me without knowing me, you do not define me, you define yourself

I'm back! :D

Hey! Its been long since i blog! Sorry about it as i was busy studying , having my exams and yes , it is OVER! I can never i have finish my secondary 3 life! Omg? i finished it?! How did i even... O_O ! Time is running so fast! As for my Exams , i think i did my Extreme best in the first few paper but.. as for the last 3 paper which is my math , chem and art , i SCREWED IT! My math is horrrible! Chem too and art , at least screwed half of my art! Well , but what can i do now , worrying is of no use at all cause we cant change anything so now i am waiting for my results to get my statement! Just kidding ! but yes , i am getting my results to see if i can go sec 4 or retain! Hopefully i don't retain! :D

During 8-9 oct , i am having my marking days so i don't need to go to school! I went for a movie called "THE POSSESSION " a so called horror movie. IT was really trilling and nice but somehow beside us there is this 2 guys who is around 17-18 at age? Was scared and covered their WHOLE FACE  throughout a little of screaming this and that and of cause the part where the ghost/spirit came out. Its meant to be a scary show but me and my friend seems to be laughing at them ahahaha! However , there were some ruin-er who actually make funny sound when the movie started ! Really is very irritating. But Still a awesome movie hahas!


Holidays are coming soon! A little bit of  Planning which i am going to legoland malaysia soon! :D Excited! But imma will be going on cruise even before holiday starts! -skip school- ahahahha <<< ! Really is feeling very excited! :D wonder how is it! :DD

Hahas! i just write till here hope u enjoyed my post :D Today's quote is :Believe in yourself, and the rest will fall into place. Have faith in your own abilities, work hard, and there is nothing you cannot accomplish.

Tired but never giving up

Report book are back and was not up to what i always thought i would get. Remember i said i would most probably pass my English but it turn out to be a 47/100. I was wondering why for the whole September holiday and it just don't seems right to me. Well , long story just i cleared my doubt , now my teacher should be checking. 

Exams! Coming in 12 school days Whoaaaaaa <<<<<<< SO FAST?! i never thought. Always been thinking that i still got a month or more to study after September holidays but...  Well , Gonna work hard for matter what , I wan to pass and NEVER wants to retain! Teachers are giving homework like free paper and i am doing it like free ink . My mother kept asking me why i can never finish doing my stuff and homework, i shall just shut up and let it be . Its gonna be over once after my exams.

Recently been thinking if there are such online pages or websites which people can actually write their thoughts there and nobody knows who you are or maybe things that u wan to get , achieve and stuff. Thinking that i actually have so much i want and so much i hope. Hoping people give advices of what i should do. If there are ever such pages , tell me :D Would be very interested but if there aint any , hoping maybe i can make 1 hahas x) (ps: my crazy idea again hahas )

I am  going to work hard , do well , get into poly , thats my latest aim for now ! Lets all work hard together , do something awesome out of it! :D  Todays quote is : So what if no one is supporting your idea? Prove them wrong! 

Long since last post

Hi! Been long since my last post! Well, not that i am not free , not that i am lazy just that i have to much to write that i dont know what to write! X). Life is not good recently. But well , i forgotten every bad thing :D EXCEPT FOR 1 ! Which is my phone is spoiled... Its spoiled and i have to use my old phone back :( Hard to type message so i would rather call ...

I have been doing some fimo clays because i am bored. Here is a photo of some that i made. Cute? x)
Its really fun making it and it has a very nice smell for some reason. (i dint spray anything) Other than doing this, i have been trying to ask around and search of how to make rose . ( For fun ) I really love to make handicraft :D Untill now , my rose only succeeded half way so i decided not to post the photo of it .

School. Results. Yes i passed my biology , geography , social studies , Chinese. Other than that ,English i am not sure but most probably  i will pass as i passed my test. Chemistry i failed by 3 marks but my biology will push it up to a pass as it is combine science . Art i am totally clueless about it. And most importantly, MATH! I passed my first test , failed my second test and passed my third test . (I actually worked hard for it once) And when i heard that i passed my third test i was filled with excitement! Thinking that maybe i still have the chance to pass my math? But that only lasted for a few seconds after my math teacher tell us that she does not have time to key in for the third paper and therefore only the first and second will be counted in. At that moment , more than 3 quarter of the class cheered as most of them failed. To me , i like that chapter because it does not have algebra that always killed me in math. PISSED OFFF!!! Anyway just hoping that i can pass all my subject for once in secondary school life.

This is my Charcoal Heihei! My Awesome Doggie! Today , 26/08/10 is his 10month on earth! :D This is how much he has grown! Nothing to describe about him but just 1 word , AWESOME . LOve you Heihei <3

Alright i think i wrote too much? Btw , Todays quote is : Never give up. Trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, you can never go wrong.

Weird me ? Or is it just the usual me ?

Happy Friendship Day Humans~ Oh ya not to forget , including aliens ~ X) Recently i have been doing henna , trying out designs for my school's upcoming event which is racial harmony day + National day. My class has been chosen indian as theme but has onlt 1 indian in my class X( but never mind! I GOT MY GOOD FRIEND!! GOOGLE! He helps me lots you know X) Here is a photo where i help my mum do on one hand and she does it on the other herself ! :D(ps: abit blur)

 There is a CHANGE in me ... and there is also something which i am not sure if i am already like that since last time and only just realised that or is it another change? The change in me is bad and good. Good in the sense of i am able to express my angry and not keep inside like my friend say and the bad thing is that i do that on teachers that irritate me... SEE! its bad right! And the one that i am not sure is my friend for the past whole week , they keep saying me crazy and i will say , ya i am crazy now than u know? SEE! i dunnoe whats wrong with me SOS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Okay ! Since today is friendship day , i shall put Quotes of friendship : The most memorable people in life will be the friends who loved you even when you weren’t very lovable.

Mini "ups and downs" recently

Hey peeps , hope u people are doing fine.  School has been extremely busy recently , feeling super tired and stressful . And yes , due to these busy work , it has made my emotions ups and downs. Sometimes i even think that am i even being myself? I must be crazy. Just a few days ago , someone was so crazy , maybe just broke up? Someone who we dont know broke my house window with his fist! SO STRONG! and of cause he bleed and thn police brought the blood for DNA or whatever u call that . Results are not out too but i am not really very concern about it x) ahahahha

Today , i had my PE, than our PE teacher gave us a "Surprise" which i hope she did not give , our 2.4km run~ As usual , i failed but well its a normal thing for me . If the 2.4 were changed to games, i would be doing my best to pass but not long distance running , thats impossible in my "PE Dictionary "

Recently , i found my school time table extented with extra lessons and extra lessons made by teacher as public holiday break took their time and they took out after school time. My crazy window shopping life is slowly vanishing~ vanishing~. This is a symptom of becoming a study geek? NO WAY! Thats never gonna happen in my life x)

Alright i shall stop here in case you people read so many words untill u become a study geek yourself x) And today's quote is : You were given this life because you’re strong enough to live it so prove that you really can!

Feeling Great again x)

HIHI! See! I am hyperactive today again! :DD For some reason i don't know why. But i have been so hyper that i scream and jump everywhere i go where people think i am crazy x) Some even asked if i am natural crazy or trying to be best? Nah , i am NUTS! XD Thanks to my "hyperness" now even when i talk , my voice shiver x)(Ps: this is from yesterday , 09/07/12)

There are so much things i want to say that i dun know what to say x)Today , i went to chinatown and helped by conductor find the wigs and vast but only manage to find the wig. it was very tiring but fun . Found many shop .hmm i think its time for me to explore singapore because to me its really small xD so means more shopping? ahahaha i must be crazy

Today's Quote is : Sometimes when u say something so normal , you will never know how much someone can drain the mood that he or she tried so hard to get .

Thinking alot , Recalling things or maybe it was just what i think?

Was it something fated or was it a test god gave? Either of it , i don't want it. Sometimes i just wonder why do i have to lead such a life? i know saying my life horrible would be something not acceptable because out there, millions of kids don't even have food but at least , they lead a life with no "such" worries , care about how others think and have such a feeling which i can never express.

I have never felt so horrible in my 15 years of life before... is it because i have grown up? my brother have grown up , got the rights to control what i do , what i want , what i like and basically almost everything. I just need a little freedom, a little space of myself which i can vent my anger or maybe sadness out without anyone's thinking.

Well , i ahve been thinking alot but not in the mood to wirte. maybe some others time... Well today's quote is :Sometimes you don’t realize your own strength until you come face to face with your greatest weakness.

Over...

Yes! Holidays Are over and i had my first day of school today,kinda fun because there are no lessons on the first day but Mt Cultural camp . Made a panda out of clay that will eventually dry up and have a fix help , its was really a fun experience <3 . (Ps: 1: Its made horribly by me . 2: it was squashed by my bag . Sorry! :D )

Today , We had out band investiture too , the singing performance that we have prepared for long din't came out well because of the mic... Disappointed but its over... Well , gotta cheer up but almost cried.. So , we also had our stepping downs of seniors and Getting out new post. Was thought to get the post of a welfare ic but well my best friend got it (Shao Yi , Congratez! Do a good job alright :) ) The posting i got was shocking because i have got a assi-welfare and assi-Section leader which the assi-section leader part is shocking. ME? youmadbro? well , i wont be able to lead well. But anyway not any heads. Anyway , as promised during the interview , i will do my job no matter what post i get . (Good luck aijia! ) <-- Sounds stupid X)

Anyway , i gotta be stopping here because i did not do my holiday homework and GOTTA HAND UP TOMORROW!! :L Ok ! Todays quote is : Dream High , Hope High , But always remember , nothing is fixed always  . Bear for the High that u set and if anything were to happen , Dont blame others , Working hard is best <3 (Practice makes perfect ) <------ by me again x) HOPE U LIKE MY BLOG <3

Holidays are ending soon.

HI HUMANS! Alien is back ! :D So , How is life rencently? :D Fine? i hope so :) . Today is Fathers day ! So! i wish every father happy fathers day , those haven become daddy , Try harder! AND MOST IMPORTANTLY! those haven married dont get too anxious! X) Hope you guys have enjoyed your holiday because its ending soon! Yes , i am quite sad that y holiday ends so fast because its just in a blink of eye. I haven enjoyed myself much. But recently , i was touched by my dad because he said : because of you , i Am willing to buy KFC and eat together. if u never come , i would just eat a bowl of noodles and thats my lunch. Thats so touching and melted my heart <3

What did i do in my holidays? Most of the time infront of my computer and helping my dad to move other's house , eat and sleep x) I have decided to work harder when term 3 and 4 comes so i have to say , AIJIA, JIA YOU! i want to promote to secondary 4 and goes up to secondary 5 and poly! not ITE! its not that ITE is bad but there are a few people i need to prove to! And i dont wanna waste my time studying till i am old X) I dont been anything to people who study high so , no offence :)

Okay i gotta go and do my holiday homework XD so today's quote is : Appreciate the moments when its good because it wont last and regretting is no use :) <------ THIS IS BY ME <3 HOPE U LIKE IT <3

Hot.

Its a season that the weather is damn hot like the fiery sun is pointing right toward us. I have been Having Headache non stop for the pass few days and its sucks.Friends, drink more plain water incase u get sick.

Not sure if its because of the weather but my mood have not been well. Its kinda horrible and Nagging here and there , irritating people in my house . Its best for me to stay alone at home peacefully so i don't feel so fustrated.I have been bored at home , not willing to do my holiday homework but as usual facing infront of the computer the whole day but whatever . Thats my life.

Yes,Today morning , i woke up damn early to help my dad for work. So we went to work like as usual no change and when we were coming back , moving the things down back into the store room , it was a heavy stuff and me and my dad have to move it down from the lorry together but it happen to fall and drop the other way when moving down. I was expecting my dad would be damn angry and scold me because most of the system broke. Fortunately or maybe unfortunetely , he did not scold me. He only say if cannot bring down, must move back... i was very shocked. I felt damn guity after that . I would rather him scolding me than nothing. Felt real bad .. i always feel bad when i do something wrong for my dad... i dont know why ...

Okay! i shall end this. Todays quote is Every day, every moment we have isn’t forever, and when it’s gone, we can’t get it back. We live in the constant fear of what is happening, what might come, and what might have been. Death may come for us tomorrow, so find some danger, take a chance, and live for today. Be fearless.

Break

Yes , its June holidays already and the week one of it is soon ending but this week , i have been going back to school for band practices and stuff . So now i am gonna have a 2 weeks break from now . 2 weeks, short yet long . what should i do? i am always wondering why i always have trouble finding what to do. Really bored. Going out is not a problem but the problem is that i am cash tight thanks to my friend for the past week been going out till late afternoons right after school but yea , its fun to be with her !
 
What i can do for this 2 weeks is sit infront of my computer and play and stare into the screen like nobody's business. And! its gonna be bored , real bored. All i can ask myself is what can i do over and over again non stop like some crazy nutcase? Just like what people always says , i will go into facebook click profile , new feed , profile and news feed again.

anyway , nothing much to say , just trying to keep this blog alive , today's quote is taken from one of my friend :   Lifes too short ,gonna live it long.  :)

Back and bad

BACK! Results are back and its bad... i remember saying in the last post that i have to accept the fact because i can't change anything and whining would not change anything. Its easy to say but hard to do . I did not whine but infact i was sad and depressed ... I cannot believe i just pass my english and because i just pass my english and it is important , i was afraid ... afriad that if anything goes wrong and i have to minus that few marks i will be doom. Untill the last second paper i cannot make it .... its was all fail and 2 subject even got single digit . Hoping that my last paper which is art would pass but very low chance of it. So  i went up to art room, worrying because it seems like its not well-ed done . I got back my art piece and i had a just pass , just just at the border line. I was so happy that i can pass and overall i passed! even though still feeling sad thanks to those single digit onces , but i manage to become the hyper me again , going to clementi , and many many places :)

There was once , not long ago , i was in a dilemma to whether stay in art or leave and go to food and nutrition . A good new perhaps , i am no longer in that dilemma! I have chose my path in secondary school to do art since
so young dint i? So since its a long term dream of my own and i have worked so hard just to get into art , why do i want to give up? Giving up is just like wasting the time i have spend to do art and work on it? My hard work would all be gone right? :D so i shall follow my own choice and work hard in art! :D Also , credits goes to my art work that i pass even though i just pass only hahas :)

Okay , enough of writing :) today's quote is :You have to hurt in order to know. Fall in order to grow. Lose in order to gain. Because most of life’s lessons are learned in pain. So, Live on! :D

No plans

Just like the last post , i said exam was over so i should be getting some plans to getting some fun but i have NON . why? cause during the exams i been going out almost everyday and it seems like its getting real bored,real real bored. But it seems like i have liked the way i live , sitting infront of the computer n play the whole day, you know , computer addict. 

Well, my school is quite good in a sense , giving us some post exam activities like hair styling and stuff .Looking forward to it but at the same time thinking that its school stuff so scoldings from teacher would be compulsory... But nevermind , i shall just take it as wind blowing in and out of my ears and than ENJOY! So, how about after school? i shall drag my friends out and than slack inside a fast food restraunt ,with a cup of drinks for hours :D chatting with them and even looking into blank together yea! Most importantly , we would not be doing any work as all ! 

Tomorrow , i would be getting my papers back and would be knowing my results . As i  said , we cant change anything so just accept the fact of the results and work harder next time :D STAY POSITIVE MAN! But i know , no matter how positive i am , there will be some results which i am not satisfied with because of carelessness . 

About a year more to go and i will get out of it , band . Yes , i like my school band because we have got an awesome conductor but it seems like the members in there are like so whatever ... I am not saying that they are bad or something but its just that in my own section , someone is finding faults with me and i really hate it. Long enough i have bear with what he said and bear with him treating us like dogs and maids . Its really enough... Can anyone tell me if i am wrong just by saying i cant go to the so called "meeting" with them just because i got art paper the next day and i have to prepare my preps board which is so much of the marks in my exam slip? Yes yes , i am wrong that i cant go but are you even wrong when i am not the only one who cant go and the only one who gets scolding by you , someone who dont even have the rights to scold me and you are just the same age as me just my section leader? Section leader , people say i have to respect them but how do i even respect them when they do not even respect me ? He did not even show that he is fit to be a section leader when we are practising and he is there playing with his friend laughing like some mad dog and than still can scold us that we did not practice ,at the same time laughing? I cant probably lie to myself saying that he is good because its too impossible ... I shall just BEAR with it for about a year more... 

Okay! After so much writing i realise i am somehow like writing an composition ! HAHA XD OKAY! the quote for today is : Dont judge someone when you only know his or her name! =D 

exams over...

yes , mid year 2012 is over , no point whinning over it cause we cant make any changes to it so just relax and wait for results... Hoping my result will be fine and at the same time , considering should i change from art to Food and nutrition... Its not that i lost interest in art but afraid that i would not be able to pass , able to cope. give me some ideas should i change anot...  So, Exam is over and i should be relaxing but yet i feel so stiffness in me.. i dunnoe why but it seems like i cant relax... any idea why?

Its been long since i went out with my friends with home clothes , slacking around the shopping center ... its been near 7 month.. Really feel like going out but got no idea how, whr and what i must be crazy.. Sometimes i really feel that life is getting boring cause its like wake up go sch come home sleep , everyday life? nothing fun ... ever got invited by ppl to go chatlet and parties but cant go , infact never attended ... i wanna go crazy and do whatever i can like nobody's problem and just go crazy but it seems like thats all only my imagination because what i do without school is sitting infront of my computer the whole day and i find it lifeless... yes , full of life in vitual world but total empty in real... Okay , so i hope no 1 lives a life like mine cause its so meaningless anyway , the quote for today is : Live life like its your last second .

exam-ing x)

YO PPL! HOW IS EXAM LIFE!!!! i am dieing soon :D 6 paper gone now 7 more so JYS AH!! BUT RMB TO RELAX ALSO PPL DUN DIE DIE STUDY COZ WILL DIE 1 !! oh yes! just now i went to the raja in or something i dunnoe to eat stamboat buffet , wanted to have a peaceful meal but ended up to be a EPIC 1!! AHAHHA WE WERE LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY NUTS JUST NOW XD so we were eating and thn germaine suddddently said , see luh my vege mei you yin yang liao (no nutrients liao )  so we look at the vege and ITS BLACK!! we were talking too much that we forgot about the vege and it turn black x) and thr is a survivor whol is STILL GREEN !! so we laugh like a nuts for about 10 mins and germaine started to eat the 1 that survived and said the reason why its still alive because ITS NOT REALLY COOKED YET LOLOL XD thn thr we laugh again x) so germaine tried the black 1 and said it was nice~ xD so today quote it : DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!!

EXAMS COMING!

Hey! hows life recently? hahas exams are coming in 4 days time!! DIE sure fail liao never study! and now i am addicted to a game in fb called war commander thanks to ryker timo LOL. i have plans but not for my studies but after the 3rd paper n all TO GO OUT WIDOW SHOPPING! YEA! gonna rock my life man! haha ! see i sec 3 liao still not serious for study later CMF die thn regret thn die again LOL anyway , jia you for all your exams ! JIA YOU EVERYONE! WE GONNA ROCK THE TEACHER XD :) the quote: You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got and remember what you had, always forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, things go wrong, just remember…life goes on

synergy is over!

rhapsody/synergy is over! yes , we did well and got lots of compliments from our principal , friends and parents but our beloved secondary 4 seniors have officially stepped down :( i am gonna miss them loads . Really regretting blacking my face with them and they are really great if u haven realised. beloved seniors , from clarinet to flutes to trumpet to french horn to tuba to saxophone to euphonium to string to percussion to trombone (hope i dint miss out any ) really thanks for the awesome memories u have given to us for the pass years. its really amazing :') AND SIR! sir , without you , there wont be us :D hope your knee will get well soon. i will miss all of the seniors :( . so , since rhapsody/synergy is over , i think its study time . mid year is coming , reallly hope i can pass . jia yous everyone! to all my friends, add oil alright! we will do this together , pass together and share the joy together without leaving anyone out! :D ALL THE BEST EVERYONE! love ya!

HIHI PEEPS! hows life recently? mine have been very busy preparing for my school concert , the rhapsody or should i call it  synergy? hahas not diff yea? xD my whole week is taken away with speech day and synergy performance. and after that thr comes my exam! hmm , anyone is as interested as me for the new movie 3D titanic? gonna watch it this coming wed, got someone to pay for me x) . You know ,  i suck at writing blog . very fail right!!! anyway , Hope i can pass my MYE and the performance will go well ba! haha the quote for this update is :it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it.” :)

A new blog.

Hey people , a new blog of mine haha . hope you people like this blog . Well, since its a new blog , how about me giving some news of today my life which is quite EPIC , memorable? haha anyway its about my school , my geography class haha . my class has 15 people present and at the start of the class , just happen to 14 ppl did not do homework so 14 went out and 1 was left inside ! Guess who is it! ME! so epic right ! haha . i was on a 1 to 1 individual going through of homework with my teacher and than an extra essay which others dint have to do i had to . NO FAIR!!! a quote i will post every time i make a new post okay! :) I stay true to myself and my style, and I am always pushing myself to be aware of that and be original