Was it something fated or was it a test god gave? Either of it , i don't want it. Sometimes i just wonder why do i have to lead such a life? i know saying my life horrible would be something not acceptable because out there, millions of kids don't even have food but at least , they lead a life with no "such" worries , care about how others think and have such a feeling which i can never express.
I have never felt so horrible in my 15 years of life before... is it because i have grown up? my brother have grown up , got the rights to control what i do , what i want , what i like and basically almost everything. I just need a little freedom, a little space of myself which i can vent my anger or maybe sadness out without anyone's thinking.
Well , i ahve been thinking alot but not in the mood to wirte. maybe some others time... Well today's quote is :Sometimes you don’t realize your own strength until you come face to face with your greatest weakness.