Mini "ups and downs" recently

Hey peeps , hope u people are doing fine.  School has been extremely busy recently , feeling super tired and stressful . And yes , due to these busy work , it has made my emotions ups and downs. Sometimes i even think that am i even being myself? I must be crazy. Just a few days ago , someone was so crazy , maybe just broke up? Someone who we dont know broke my house window with his fist! SO STRONG! and of cause he bleed and thn police brought the blood for DNA or whatever u call that . Results are not out too but i am not really very concern about it x) ahahahha

Today , i had my PE, than our PE teacher gave us a "Surprise" which i hope she did not give , our 2.4km run~ As usual , i failed but well its a normal thing for me . If the 2.4 were changed to games, i would be doing my best to pass but not long distance running , thats impossible in my "PE Dictionary "

Recently , i found my school time table extented with extra lessons and extra lessons made by teacher as public holiday break took their time and they took out after school time. My crazy window shopping life is slowly vanishing~ vanishing~. This is a symptom of becoming a study geek? NO WAY! Thats never gonna happen in my life x)

Alright i shall stop here in case you people read so many words untill u become a study geek yourself x) And today's quote is : You were given this life because you’re strong enough to live it so prove that you really can!

Feeling Great again x)

HIHI! See! I am hyperactive today again! :DD For some reason i don't know why. But i have been so hyper that i scream and jump everywhere i go where people think i am crazy x) Some even asked if i am natural crazy or trying to be best? Nah , i am NUTS! XD Thanks to my "hyperness" now even when i talk , my voice shiver x)(Ps: this is from yesterday , 09/07/12)

There are so much things i want to say that i dun know what to say x)Today , i went to chinatown and helped by conductor find the wigs and vast but only manage to find the wig. it was very tiring but fun . Found many shop .hmm i think its time for me to explore singapore because to me its really small xD so means more shopping? ahahaha i must be crazy

Today's Quote is : Sometimes when u say something so normal , you will never know how much someone can drain the mood that he or she tried so hard to get .

Thinking alot , Recalling things or maybe it was just what i think?

Was it something fated or was it a test god gave? Either of it , i don't want it. Sometimes i just wonder why do i have to lead such a life? i know saying my life horrible would be something not acceptable because out there, millions of kids don't even have food but at least , they lead a life with no "such" worries , care about how others think and have such a feeling which i can never express.

I have never felt so horrible in my 15 years of life before... is it because i have grown up? my brother have grown up , got the rights to control what i do , what i want , what i like and basically almost everything. I just need a little freedom, a little space of myself which i can vent my anger or maybe sadness out without anyone's thinking.

Well , i ahve been thinking alot but not in the mood to wirte. maybe some others time... Well today's quote is :Sometimes you don’t realize your own strength until you come face to face with your greatest weakness.